this is complicating
all the effort and intentions
it's as though I'm painting on a canvas with a paint brush dipped in water;
whatever little is shown lasts for mere seconds and then everything looks as though they never existed before.

it's a sad melancholic day but i hope you enjoyed yourself; I've done my best to make things special

some people want to change the world, stop global warming, become a millionaire, marry a supermodel etc.

my one aim in life is to make everyone I know feel special, important, wanted, cared about.
It's simple. It's satisfying. It's sincere.