Inner Lit Ecstasy [+:- This is ME now -:+]

i have a great partner

i need some slp!
after 3 days of first aid course,
2 of which were followed by meetings till late...
and the admin stuff...
but i indulge in work...cos it helps to keep the mind occupied and free from degeneration and sometimes it provides a well-needed numbness from the lack of company.

i don't say alot now cos i know no one is really listening... or actually understands...sometimes we deal with things alone... and it's fine cos we're all born alone weren't we? goes to show just how little space there is in anyone's world for another to exist in.

anws...i need to book the tickets!!! but the cards keep getting declined...so i have to wait till naufal checks it out tml...

now i'm gna think of how to decorate my diary...

"ok, this is your diary, which u will bring to ubin and india and everywhere...so first, u write ur name...den u write ur personal goals n why u choose to come for this trip"

my speech of the day which i repeated four times...

*Sir
2009-05-09 at 2:03 a.m.

THEN NOW